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Rise before the sun and leave when it lifts. [16 Jul 2010|03:03am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Not that anyone cares but oh man does it feel good to say all these are mine.

Playstation 2 GamesCollapse )
Mmm yesss they taste so good.
Playstation one GamesCollapse )
Ohhhh yesssssssssssssssss
Gamecube GamesCollapse )
Last but not least
Pc GamesCollapse )

and....3 months and 16 days until

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6 believers| I am God

Goodbye, Lay the blame on luck. [02 May 2010|01:36pm]
Update: Yes the last entry was my last. And this will probably be the last time I ever update my dear ole lj again. My last entry was some 4 months ago. The love that I thought I loved proved to be little more than a farce. The harsh reality bit in that it was no more than a prison of lies and deciet to keep me under wraps with who I am and who I want to be. Now that I have broken free from this prison I have known true happiness. Unlike any fairy tale ending or story could ever describe. Being alive and smelling the sweet smell of the midnight air as compared to a dusty dank cell in which one can never escape but somehow I managed it. I let it go. I forgot my fears for one moment and did what I needed to and I am a better person because of it. So in closing I say never hide how you truly feel. Let yourself go and you'll find that you too can be alot happier.

P.S. Only 6 months and 29 days until....

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6 believers| I am God

Our travels were things of legend. Our battles the subject of song. [26 Jan 2010|06:07pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

"if we throw this life away will we ever have to live again? say “no“ and i'm all yours say “yes“ and i'll still fucking pull tell the boys i'll see them soon your lips were the softest yet north, east, south, and west... i gave you my very best"

I never write in here anymore. Basically the only thing I really use this journal for is to post questions or responses in the _gamers community. So this is my last entry and im saying goodbye to livejournal. Over the 2 years I have had this thing it has caused lots of drama and lots of memories. Some of my favorite entries happen to be...

Baldur's Gate 2 Falls.
The suspension war of 03.
Who says our band never wrote songs?
The Tale of The Government Physical.
The Great Summoner Campaign.
The birth of tdrahneirecnar.
4 people state the obvious.
The Death of The Shadow =(.
The White Dragon Must Die.
Bj and Steven Dress up as Knights.
Allen's Hot Girlfriend.

Those are my favorite entries. This shall be my last. Those of you on my friends list I hope you enjoyed reading my thoughts or my tales of gaming or whatever I felt the need to write.

To my friends,
Keep in touch.

Allen
Keep your dick in your pants.

Steven
We have many more gaming nights to come.

Veronica
I love you forever and always.

I love verni
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3 believers| I am God

how punk rock is this? [30 Nov 2009|11:32pm]
      
killwhitneydead is love
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2 believers| I am God

how punk rock is this? [30 Nov 2009|11:32pm]
      
killwhitneydead is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator
I am God

Something tell me Fall 2005 already looks bright. [29 Nov 2009|05:49am]
[ mood | blah ]



hohoho. January 10th Minish Cap. January 11th Resident Evil 4. Good News I just may be here to play them. Bad News. No Career in the Military. Great News. Moving out.

I love verni.
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7 believers| I am God

you should have taken my keys when my hands were shaking. [25 Nov 2009|12:44pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

The History of ThanksGiving.

When people think of Thanksgiving they think of the pilgrims and the indians getting together to celebrate a day of thanks by having a 3 day feast. Back in 1621 was the first thanksgiving but alas they never repeated the process so it never became a tradition. Nevertheless it still set the standards for our meaning behind thanksgiving. But the true story that was never told...

Hotei was just a youth when he was on the mayflower. He was a young god not knowing if he really cared so much for this world. He thought he had failed what with the creation of Africa and all it seemed he had no where to go. But then The crew stumbled upon an unknown continent that would later be known as North America. Hotei was estatic. The lands were so lush and green. But then an arrow shot down from the skies and barely missed hitting Hotei. He backed up a few steps and looked around. His entire crew was dead. Christopher Columbus included. Hotei felt alone. But then out of the brush came hundreds of tan colored humans. He had feared another Africa but in this he was wrong. The tan colored ones bowed to him. They revered in him as a god. Hotei smiled to this. Seeing that he was hungry he decided to host a grand feast. The indians hunted and hunted until they finally had a feast worthy of the fat god. Hotei smiled and said "My friends you have brought me a feast to satisfy myself I appricate the offer. I call this HoteisGiving a day where you must give the almighty hotei food." The indians were appalled. They hunted all this time so that they all may have a feast. Sure enough Hotei was correct. He ate all the Indians food until he became like this .
The indians plotted revenge. The cheif indian made Hotei a pumpkin pie but added to it many poisons. The chief (hewhorunswithwhores) Gave Hotei the pie as a final offering. Hotei gladly excepted it and ate it. When Hotei became sick he understood what had happened. Too bad for the Indians they did not understand what they did. Hotei rose up and became so big and tall that the Indians looked as ants. The indians ran fearing to be squashed but many of them tried to shoot Hotei with arrows. "You Fools. You do not realize what you have done. I will diminish your entire race until it is but a few." "Beware my predicitons Tan-ed ones. I will return to that which I came and they will come. I will tell the britains of my discovery. I will disguise myself as christopher columbus. You will know defeat. Until they arrive I will cast the plauge of smallpox upon you taned ones. You will know disease and famine. You will wilt and die. Then your ultimate undoing will be known as "The revolutionary war." For when the Britains fall you will be next." Then hotei dissapeared into the sky. That was the end of the first HoteisGiving. And that is how the story went. The indians were destroyed and now America is a better place.

I Love Verni.
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3 believers| I am God

this time the bullet cold rocked ya a yellow ribbon instead of a swastika. [24 Nov 2009|06:05am]
[ mood | pissed off ]



I will destroy you ghaleon. You mother fucker.

I love verni.
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3 believers| I am God

I act like shit don't phase me. Inside it drives me crazy. My insecurities could eat me alive. [21 Nov 2009|02:09am]
[ mood | happy as two rabbits fucking ]

Yup its sunday morning. Nintendo DS comes out today. Ill have one at noon. Its pretty badass if you ask me. Veronica is the greatest thing to ever happen to me. Things are so perfect right now its hard to ever imagine them going wrong. She has the most beautiful smile you will ever see. She captivates me and at the same time takes my breath away. I love every moment I spend with her. My feelings for her can't go unexplained. I try to write them down. I try to pen together all of my thoughts. But nothing ever works out. Its all a clutter of emotions. I'm sure if I tried hard enough I could explain my feelings for her. Write them out in a letter like I have so many times. But what every explanation I come up with and whatever letter I write doesn't come close to the feeling. I don't even understand how something can make you this happy. I haven't ever felt happiness like this. Right now something is going on in my life that I don't feel like talking about. But if Mike Lamm every reads this I appreciate everything he is going to do for me on monday.
I love verni.
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1 believer| I am God

Lets kill them all. Lets torch this world. [19 Nov 2009|03:41pm]
[ mood | bah. ]

Those fists won't reach where she lays tonight.
Your little star in the sky just fell.
For every minuete she spent in heaven was just a minuete more in hell.
Away from this world is her place in this world.
Where the suns rising doesn't bring with it pain.
You have lost her now.
She has forgotten you now.
Her nightmares and secrets washed away.
The past won't escape with your tears forever encased in hallowed out soul.
And that day when the smoke finally clears,
Your dark empty life will be the only one you know.
This picture of her dead in your arms will hang from the nail that she drove through your heart.
Your little star in the sky just fell.
-BTBAM

I am God

No matter what color a girl is shes still a hoe. [17 Nov 2009|12:46pm]
[ mood | amused ]



fark.com is hilarious.

I am God

"No racisim is ok Wendy Peta doesn't care about people" [04 Nov 2009|05:05am]
[ mood | amused ]

List.
+Shawshank Redemtion.
+America History X
+Coma And Decides.
+Allen's Ass remaining tight after all these years.
+The Lord of The Rings: The Third Age
+Mario Tennis on Monday for the gamecube.
-Army too soon.
+Verni.
+Verni.
+Verni.

I Love Verni.
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1 believer| I am God

I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which Im dying are the best I've ever had. [28 Oct 2009|06:30am]
[ mood | tired ]

Just got home from Matt and Joes.
Watched Donnie Darko. The directors cut was a lot better than the original.
The deleted scene of donnie's gory death was metal.
Mario Kart Double Dash is such an addicting game.
Teaching Verni how to drive a stick later today after I wake up.
Hall-o-ween show is now free.
Meaning go watch 2 bands and then leave because your sick of the same ole same ole.
Matts birthday was today he is now 21.
Guess who's playing designated driver friday night when he gets off work.
Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas is hilarious.
Nothing like a bunch of Nigs starting a gang war.
Wow.

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2 believers| I am God

GTA/Mario Kart/Paper Mario 2 = A grand night. [27 Oct 2009|08:13am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Wow its 8 in the morning and Im about to go to bed. I really need to break this habit. I suppose in January the military will break that habit for me. Hanging out at Matt and Liz's until wee hours in the morning is always fun. Last Nights Challenge. Matt playing grand theft auto san andreas while me and liz tried for a good 4 and half hours to beat the all cup on mirror mode on mario kart. Yeah we finally won. I wonder how everyone else is doing.

Sgeezy I miss you chic. Turn your phone back on.
Allen come see me at Wendys sometime Ill feed your veggie ass a Double. =D.
I Love Verni.
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1 believer| I am God

Thats not what I found. Stay away from me. Thats not what I found. [24 Oct 2009|11:24pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I FUCKING LOVE YOU VERONICA!

<3
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1 believer| I am God

Deep in my heart I know that you love me as much as I love you. [20 Oct 2009|11:58pm]
[ mood | content ]

My words mean nothing to someone but everything to the other. I have close friends. Distant friends. Acquintences. The love of my life. I have it all. I have 2 jobs. A nice Car and everything I need. The only thing I don't have is time. I have a little bit over 2 months. But enough about the Army. Im sure it will be here sooner than I think. It will be over and everything will be amazing.

Sometimes I believe there is perfection in things. Sure nothing in life is perfect but that is because of how we percieve things. Sometimes everyone thinks something is pefect. Even though the weather is raining outside. Or your all alone with nothing but a book and a small cup of joe. Ill take today for instance. Perfect. Everything about today was perfect. The weather was nice. I was with Verni. I got to chill with Allen. More time with Verni. Nothing went wrong today. Everything was perfect.

Depression very rarely sets in over chonder anymore. Im happy for that. Im happy for Allen as well. He seems to be quite happy as of late. Im sorry I won't get to spend much time with you due to working 2 jobs. But I will be there on the 30th. Mark meh words.

I Love Verni.
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4 believers| I am God

Take it apart let it all go holding it back its all just so...why did I care? how did it go? [14 Oct 2009|04:21pm]
[ mood | random ]

Today Hotei sent me a message. That message was...
The Atkins diet is the best diet in the whole world. You will lose so much weight and be able to keep it off. Stuff your fat ass with saturated fat and don't worry about that pesky heart attack! Don't worry about the fact that carbohydrates are what fuel the brain and nervous system.

Ketosis Owns!

Bonzai.

That one was for sgeezy.

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4 believers| I am God

Sing me Something soft sad and delicate. Or loud and out of key. Sing me anything. [13 Oct 2009|01:10am]
[ mood | happy as fuck ]

I have not been this happy in such a long time.

What a great day today was. What a very amazing day.

I love Allen Stahl. He is like a brother to me. I never want to see him hurt.

I want to get to know Alex better he is awesome and cracks me up.

I really missed Verni. Im so happy were talking again.

The Straylight Run cd is really good. I am in love with it. Stephnie Jackson loves it too she is just putting up a front.

SMT: Nocturne tomorrow.

Tomorrow looks promising.

Im going to watch the earth. Its going to fall apart. Collapse. All around you. With my head. In my hands. I let my tears run. Because giving in was always easier than letting go. My ruin was losing you. SkyCameFalling.

4 believers| I am God

In this clip theres 13 ways to say your sorry. [05 Oct 2009|02:36am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Everyone this just in: BUSH SCHOOLED KERRY IN THE DEBATE LAST TUESDAY but wait a second...what's this Favorable public reaction to his performance in the first presidential debate has boosted Massachusetts Sen. John Kerry and narrowed the contest with President Bush to a tie, according to a new USA TODAY/CNN/Gallup Poll.

OMG HE GOT SO OWNED THAT NOW THE POLLS ARE TIED. Seriously I wonder how that happened? People who strictly vote for a party because they claim that party are fucking retarded. The end. "Hello Im a republican but even though my canidate running is a total fucktard i am going to vote for him because Im a republican and hes a christain and I want to see him fuck the next 4 years up har har har" Fuck yourselves. The same goes for Democrats. They do it to. Its fucked up. No one wants to hear the positive of what the other-side has to say. They just focus on the negative and feed off of it. Then everything there president does is a postive thing and no one is better qualified then him. Sure Bush has done some good. I mean hell instead of frightening some kids he read to them. Thats the qualities I love to see in a president. Kerry flip-flops. Bush flip-flops. Kerry does it more. Big deal. The point is they both fucking do it. There both not innocent but everyone points a finger at Kerry. Your president is fighting a war that cannot be won. Tell me how the fuck you can win a war on terrorism please explain it to me. I'd love to know. How about re-searching a 3rd party to vote for on November 2nd? Sure a snowball has a better chance of surviving in hell than they do of winning but at least you vote for who you think is better qualified. America is based on a 2 party system but theres multiple parties for those of you who don't know. And yes one time in our History there has been a 3rd party in office. The Whigs.
Just remember one thing


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2 believers| I am God

[02 Oct 2009|08:17am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

I wonder why everyone always talks all this mad shit about John Kerry. Sure I don't like the guy either but Jesus your president you have in office now is no better. Im sorry to those of you who do not feel this way but what can I say. I love when people say "Im a republican so I vote republican" or vice versa. Half the time people don't even take the time to research there politics before they begin to talk shit just because mainly they are a republican or a democrat. Well Everyone out there with the exception of a few are saying fuck Kerry because he is inconsistent. Well Bush is not Mr. Innocent in the matter. And Im sure the majority of you that read this are going to Vote Bush because your a republican. I know that Kerry is no better for one in the debate he said he'd get our troops out in 4 years. Bullshit. Not going to happen. But I decided to be a Bush Supporter for this small fraction of a time. Theres 4 reasons why you should vote Bush over Kerry. Great Opinions my friend explained them to me. I loved em. Grand reasons.

1. You should vote for Bush if you're filty rich and in cahoots with him. The tax breaks are great at the top.

2. You should vote for Bush if 9/11 scared the living shit out of you and you're gullible enough to believe that the war on terrorism is real and can be won.

3. You should vote for Bush if your sexist and/or racist. Particularly if you're a hateful homophobe and you want to help Bush use the United States constitution to limity rights for gays and lesbians.

4. You should vote for Bush if you're a "born again" christains with the blinders on and your stupid enough to believe that Bush and American actually have god on there side. If you believe that then your no better or smarter than the terrorists because that's what they believe.

My friend Matt read those somewhere forgot where he said but amazing reasons. Im rushing out and becoming a registered Republican right away. Vote Bush Everyone For this nations safety.

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4 believers| I am God

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